I sketched this picture from the pew last Sunday, but the truth is, Nathan was already being drawn by something far greater.
When we found out that Nathan was being called to serve another congregation I had a visceral reaction. I was shocked and upset. I even felt betrayed. I took it personal.
I did not realize it at the time, but I needed to be convinced that Nathan was making the move reluctantly. Nathan said as much right away, but it took some time, and some frank discussion, for me to believe it. I needed to be convinced that he was heeding a call from God. I did not have any authority by which to demand it, nor do I think I could have articulated what it was that would give me peace, but Nathan, through God given intuition, came to our board meeting and did just that.
Months have gone by since that meeting. On a very important level I have made peace, with what has to be. I am willing to give the Esko congregation Nathan the teacher and pastor. (I know, so generous of me.) What I am still struggling with is the impending absence of a brother.
Both he and Laura will be sorely missed. My brother and sister in Christ. I love you.
